I lay here trying to understand how this could happen again. Like how? I never expected that I would invest so much in the intangible. I never expected that I would melt when you said the most profound statements whose weight you didn’t seem to understand or at least pretended not to. You pretended a lot of things. But to be honest this one is on me. The signs are always there but of course, I’d much rather live carefree cause you only live once right? Wrong. I’m here making the same ol’ mistakes.